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《Discipline and Punish》＜規訓與懲罰＞（1975)

傅柯說： The soul is the prison of the body.
（沒有很喜歡這樣的面貌）

A collaboration between myself and a lady very special to me.

When with you I'm invincible, protected by your smell,
when I think of not being the one who kisses you,
I think of a living hell. For as long as I can remember,
I've always been afraid, but once I've held you in my sleep,
the dreams go on for days. I've looked at our reflection baby,

踮著腳尖踏在一個空洞的現在點上


☉

《紅樓夢》

關於 “風月寶鑒“
清人王希廉曾評說：


“背面是骷髏，正面是鳳姊；

I'm going to a town that has already been burnt down
I'm going to a place that has already been disgraced
I'm gonna see some folks who have already been let down
I'm so tired of America


I'm gonna make it up for all of The Sunday Times

某一天
我突然覺得心血來潮
我有個感覺她回來了......
我不知道是不是我上班的時候忘記關水龍頭
還是這個房子越來越有感情。
我一直以為它很堅強，
誰知道它會哭得這麼厲害。

太知道會分開
所以總是書寫著



朱天文說：
用寫，頂住遺忘

I can't sleep tonight
Everybody saying everything's alright
Still I can't close my eyes
I'm seeing a tunnel at the end of all these lights

Sunny days
Where have you gone?

是很想很想的
只是太太太喜歡
所以不要在一起


想不想是一回事
要不要是一回事

“我記得昨天，前天
我記得去年....我記得
從前，但那只是
剛剛發生的事 “

Hey dear, it's just a joke　這是我獨有的幽默
想把快樂都傳染給你　忘了你其實不想遊戲

不是有話不說　是有些痛處只能微笑以對
現在過得不錯　只是有些夢想遺失了

Hey dear, it's just a joke　我不停對自己說

I am dreaming
phone is ringing

ask me a question
for the code to the sputnik
you are seeking
I feel I am a library

The smell of your skin lingers on me now
Your probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center
Clarity, Peace, Serenity

你知道有一張郵票　自從離開集郵冊　就再也不曾回去


有一個蓋子遺棄了它的鍋　
我想把你的地址寫在沙灘上　
把你留在我的睡袋裡
在睡前玩一遍填字遊戲　

Where do I begin
To tell the story of how great a love can be
The sweet love story that is older than the sea,
The simple truth about love she brings to me
Where do I start?

With her first hello

Il va falloir que tu me prennes dans tes bras
pour me consoler !

C'est un risque je veux bien prendre.


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I'm a big big girl
in a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
but I do do feel that
I do do will miss you much

裡

莫哈特說：
如果你愛你自己
你會像愛自己一樣愛每一個人

當你愛他人少於自己

世界沒有我照樣充實
就像《噁心》中描寫的那樣，
它好像存在於一塊玻璃後面；

世界就在一個玻璃裡，
雖說近在咫尺，
可是看得見卻摸不著，

蘇格拉底所謂的 “不倫不纇“
：

我愛慕的、迷戀的對方就是無法歸類的。
我無法將它界定，正因為他是唯一的，
是一個奇特的形像，